The tab you keep checking
The Ads Manager is open in a tab you have already checked four times before lunch.
Spend this month has a comma in it. Sales this month does not.
The click graph looks healthy, a tidy line climbing left to right. Then you look at the only line that pays your mortgage, and it's flat.
Not falling. Flat. Somehow that's worse than falling.
So you refresh it. Same number. You refresh it again, the way you would jiggle a key in a lock you already know isn't going to turn.
Here's the part you haven't said out loud to anyone. It's not the money that stings most. It's that you used to be good at this. You came from a world of real numbers that made sense, and so did you. Now you're paying for strangers to land on a page, look around, and leave, and you can't explain the silence to your partner, your accountant, or the person brushing their teeth at night.
You are not lazy. You are not careless. You followed the playbook every step of the way. The playbook just quietly stopped working, and nobody sent you the memo.